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I'm sick, physically and mentailly. An image in my head won't go away. It scares me so much. The blood, the cry, the screams of pain. It hurts, it hurts a lot. Just thinking about it, i want to go hide in my dark corner, where no can see me, and cry my eyes out. I see the image all the time. The two people I love and cared for the longest, disappear right before my eyes. I see blood right where they stood. I feel pain in my chest, in my heart. I can't tell where it is coming from, or why I'm crying so much. I want the pain to end, I want it to stop. The pain of lost...in me.