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I HATE THE INTERNET!!!

I cant stand it when people dont keep their words. I had written something about it earlier but my internet was messing up and erased it!!!! I really dont feel like rewriting the whole things.
To sum it up:
If you broke your word with me, you are screwed because I hold grudges. Especially against people I dislike. NEVER EVER get on my bad side. I usually keep my temper under control but it is really hard. And when I blow, i dont care who i hurt. I really dont. What I cant stand is someone telling on me to someone else that has nothing to do with it. And i hate when people tell other people things that they should of asked me if it was okay first!!! And those who this know who I'm talking about.

Something else crossed my mind. I should ran away when i was kicked out of my house a few weeks ago. I left. I was gone only for almost an hour before my mom found me. She was the one that kicked me out. She had no right to scolded me for leaving. Then she made ME call everyone and apologize for my actions. *snorts* Liked I care. I told Matt what happen that night and I told him that the thought of hitchhiking to him crossed my mind. He got upset and worried about me. He is really sweet. He is the only guy that truly cares and loves me.

Oh speaking of him. He is coming down to visit next month. Thats if my mom lets him. My sibling never met Matt but they has talked to him a few times before. They are telling her that they shouldnt allow someone they dont know into the house. They need to mind their own d*** business. Beside I really want to go visit him up where he lives but mom said she didnt trust me. I am more trustworthy than my siblings!!! I'm not like most teens. I never did drugs. I never skipped school. I dont talk back. My grades were always good. I rarely get in trouble. I'm home before dark. I graduated school without repeating a year. Without getting expelled or suspended. Or getting knocked up. I didnt even date!!! I'm the good child and they dont even trust me!!! What the H***!!!! Its not fair!!

I'm not stupid!! I dont make mistakes like my family.

I had it!! I'm sick of all this.

She has a choose. Let him come down here for a few days next month or I'll go up there in October and not come back. I swear.