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I'd rather just lay in bed all day then live life. At least I wouldn't fail, at anything. I'd just never succeed either...

Lately I've been rather, sleepy. Well, more so, tired. Exhausted even. Drained, maybe? Not that I've been doing much. Maybe, I sleep too much. That's gotta be it...But then again, when I do go to sleep, I feel as though I don't sleep at all. Well, more so as though, I'm -not- sleeping.

And now my appetite is out of whack?...I feel so, off. Yet, I have things I should be doing. Papers to write, exams to study for, studio time I should be, studio-timing, yet, I feel too lazy too do anything...well, anything academic/whatever I'm supposed to be doing...I can't help it!!!! sad junioritis, is what it is. The onset to senioritis. It's not even here yet and I've already got it bad!!! Who knew that being a junior-soon to be senior-in college would be this, difficult?

I need a change in scenery, is what it is. To be around new, fresh life. Instead of this, dull, lifeless, setting I'm in, all the time. No wonder my motivation is gone. And my dedication is lacking. No wonder I'm so drab and bland, and my creativity is suffering...I need a vacation!!!

But, I'm too swamped with schoolwork to take one...It's like, everytime something gets done, something else comes along. I feel like my workload is at 100+, while my energy level, is almost at zero....

There's just not enough time in a day to do it all...I'd rather just lay in bed all day...and never succeed...