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why can't my friends understand that i don't like this boy in my english class?? i like my bf. i don't know whats so hard to except that i do like my bf?? i mean the guy that everyone thinks i like is nice. but i don't like him in that way. he gets to close to me. i'm not one of those girls who get comfortable around something like that. i dont know any more. times are hard for my family. i just sit my self down in a corner and cry but i cant do anything about that. but im happy to at least have my family around me. yes i know money is hard but what family isnt having $ problems right now. my family sure is. i never new 7th grade would be soo complicated. who knew? i sure didn't. at least i have my auntie to talk to whenever i need her. she gives me great advice that i follow everyday. but you know im not perfect. but for some reason everyone thinks i am. trust me im no wear near perfect. i want to be normal and crazy at the same time. XD friends are different at my skool. they are mean and cruel sometimes. idk why? everyone just changed there attitudes around other people. its sure a hard life for me. i'm getting through it. im happy that i am. i try to keep my grades up but it doesnt always work. i just went into brain under control mode whe we started 2nd semester. more head aches now. more thinking about how life for me is hard...