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Today I was putting down all my old journals from my other account down to this one. Today was ok... You know I have been thinking I have been putting to much pressure on myself lately. That I just break down and cry and wish this would all just go away. Like school and grades. I'm supprised I'm not failing. I just put to much pressure on my self to keep my grades good. I'm trying really hare to bring my grades up right now its just 4 B's and 2 A's it was All A's and 1 B. But idk what happend. Its a hard time for me and my family right now and i havent had anyone to talk to about it. Like Shari when she past away it just broke my heart. Im just going through some hard times and wish it would all be over. But no one understands on what im going through. I have soo much to do in just a little time. But I'm thankful that my family supports me in everything i do and friends. I wish all the negative energy will hopefully just go away.