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why are people making my life so hard for me? i'm only human! i have gone through soo much. like no one cares at all. i wish they did. people are getting mad at me for no reason! i never hurt him! i never did. i loved him. and i love someone else to but i never see that other person so it didn't matter! my heart hurts o bad. crying i wish people knew how to stop. but thats how life is right? well.... that sucks because i really don't wanna be living like this. fighting all the time.. and i don't even know what people talk about when they get mad at me. i'm just... michaela.. nothing more .. nothing less. I'm no different from anyone else. I'm only different in my own ways.. My heart hurts to much to think about the word love.. its a painful word and everytime i think of it.. i colapse.. because i don't know.. for the first time i try and try again and i don't succede. I fall back down again. I still get up and try but lifes to complicated. When i say I'm complicated... I really am.. I don't cause drama.. I leave it. Then i guess it comes back to haunt me.. so I hope something amazing happens.. i don't wish because it will go down hill.. ilove .. only the people i want to love. don't tell me i cant because i wont listen o you.. you'll only be waisting words.. :/

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