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There're some secrets we should never share. We hear that if you talk about it, you'll feel better. In some cases, that's true. In my case, it wasn't and isnt'. I told my mom a secret I've been keeping for over 3 years. I was never planning on telling her, but she drug it out of me. I've told only one or two other people. I was ok with them knowing because I'd never met them. They were friends I'd made online so I didn't have to see their faces when I told them. Ever since I told Mom, I've been feeling miserable. I now have a heaviness on my heart that I haven't felt in a long time. It hurts. I don't want to talk to anyone, I feel so much pain. What can I do?

This was written 8/3/07 in a diary kept by a 'wise_ninja_person'. I've been writing in the diary since I can't get on here much anymore. These words were meant for everyone on Gaia to read. The diary was an improviced version of the online journal. Still, NEVER answer or talk about my journal entries. Keep your thoughts to yourself.