needed to hear your breath
leading me down a corridor of rotting death
i wanted to know how long it had taken for this
wanting ot know that i am alive
does it mean i must understand life
by first realizing death?
can i scream conform?
wanting and needed suggestion
i am a girl
of strength
it was whipped from me
by a hand not of me but of the known
a hand of the one who made me
knowing the feeeling of a screamign crowd
of a sliding avalanche
of torrnent and malice
justice?
a laughter in a sense
i want to know that this techno dance is mine
can i wonder in this farmland of never ending rice
along side such a mystery of fighting
i do not belong here
do not be surprised if you wake and i am not here
i am not of a living race
of misfotune and gravely nights
i am a wonder of the life
i must take it to feel alive to wonder alone
darkness is a challenge even to the druggies of snow
i wnat to know you are there
holding me from myself
and knowing that i who knows the highest respect
you will be there for u to catch me in my bloody snowy grave
 Orchids of Apocalypse · Sun Aug 05, 2007 @ 11:08pm · 1 Comments |
