I can not believe i am graduating in three weeks. stressed I am disappointed because I spent have my schooling career not going to school and laying out. I did not do as well as I wanted. All the aspirations I wanted I did not achieve. The only thing I am acheiving is actually graduating. It is depressing. emo I am going to miss just doing absolutely nothing I mean I took all Honors Classes and two AP classes. I still feel like I could have done so much more. I hope college will be better. I signed up for the Peace Corp. I am just feeling like I won't get in this go around because I do not have a job. stare Thats another hing I have literally have put in over 50 applcations and not one person has called. I need a car before I can go too college. I need money to pay cell phone and laptop bill. stressed And the boyfriend....I don't even want to talk about it. talk2hand Everything has just started falling down on me. I feel like I am going to be a waste in the end. I am so ******** depressed and stressed. gonk I do not know what to do. I am shti out of luck this time.
 Orchids of Apocalypse · Sun May 31, 2009 @ 02:12am · 0 Comments |
