Things are settling, especially when March began. Febuary was deemed the s**t month, and it was true. Everyone I knew lives darkened during this month. But now I'm very content with my life.
I gave up on Pat, he just wasn't worth the wait. He doesn't even talk to Tim or Stacie anymore, because of "what they did." I look at him like a fling now.
Ryan and I further established our mutual bond. I truely feel something wonderful, something so much deeper than love for him. It's so odd, my ideal man in the terms of physical appearence is very different from what Ryan looks like. Yet, he turns me on whenever I get close to him. Maybe it's hormones, but I can't control myself when he's laying next to me.
We made our relationship official March 20th. I love knowing he's mine and I'm his, though it was already like that before. And nothing has changed since we started going out. That's just how we are.
-H.H.
 Refined Corruption · Tue Apr 03, 2007 @ 04:35am · 0 Comments |
