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I love three out of four of my classes. Math and Gym are great I enjoy them everyday. Art is amazing. But I dread B block, geography. The new teacher is a slave driver, so much homework every single day. It’s a good thing I don’t get much in my other classes. My short hairdo friend has been really down the last couple of days, she’s contemplating whether or not to break up with her boyfriend. They adore one another but he seems controlling and easily jealous.
I found out the other day that my red headed friend likes the guy I like. I wondered why she gave him so many hugs all the time.
I don’t want to be a doormat anymore but I’m scared. I never want to take a risk cause I am afraid that I will get hurt in some way. I need to talk to him face to face. But I will probably loose my nerve halfway though and break down. I don’t want to cry in front of him. I don’t want to be weak. I get jealous went I see him with other girls … I’m such a horrible person. I should take my own advice and get this over and done with.