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Sept 7, 2006
The first week of school is drawing to a close. But I should start before school. I died my hair chocolate cherry but it’s more cherry than chocolate. On the last day of summer vacation the guy I like calls me and says he’s coming up with my best friend(female) and we’re all going to hang out. (I’m just going to leave names out) I was so happy to see them, I was all butterflies inside. So we drove around in his car for hours stopping here and there, we had fun. I stayed at my girlfriend’s that night and he drove us to school the next day. The first day of school was great, seeing all my friends after 2 months of summer vacation. I got all the classed that I wanted. Math apps, geography ( which I see now was a big mistake) Art 11, and Exercise for life. Then Art 12, English 12, English Lit, and Foods 12 for the second semester. But the last couple of days have been really bad, I’m crying for no reason and I feel so pathetic. I guess it has to do with that guy I like. Well I’v liked him since grade 10 and over the summer we talked a lot about lots of things. He said some stuff that I don’t think he would have said if we were face to face. I took all of it to heart like I do every thing. So 2 nights ago when he told me that “this wasn’t the best time for him to be in a relationship" I cant say that I wasn’t hurt. I felt downright awful.
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