Violent Release
I want to beat my fist,
till they're bloody stubs.
I want to scream,
till my lungs fill with blood.
I need a release,
stronger than drugs.
Want a meaning,
deeper than love.
I need a purpose,
worth living to see.
I need someone,
someone I can trust.
I have no reason,
no reason to live.
There is nothing,
nothing that is mine.
No heart in my chest,
no tears but to cry.
In sorrow and hatred,
in grief and remorse.
I wants and I needs,
fuel my emptiness.
I need some relief,
some rest at least.
Love at some means,
hope to exceed.
I need just a day,
a day to escape.
I want to beat my fist,
till they're bloody stubs.
I want to scream,
till my lungs fill with blood.
I need a release,
stronger than drugs.
Want a meaning,
deeper than love.
I need a purpose,
worth living to see.
I need someone,
someone I can trust.
I have no reason,
no reason to live.
There is nothing,
nothing that is mine.
No heart in my chest,
no tears but to cry.
In sorrow and hatred,
in grief and remorse.
I wants and I needs,
fuel my emptiness.
I need some relief,
some rest at least.
Love at some means,
hope to exceed.
I need just a day,
a day to escape.