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i do no tknow what is happeing to me, as the days go by i am changeing everytime. i havent any idea of what is to happen, but all the signs are clear, that something is going to happen, i do not know if i am afraid...i feel tortured, and stricken from what i can do. i do not know of what i can truely do, for i do not know how to use this gift the right way and what it means, or what it is for. i am not even sure if i should be scared for haveing it. or if it will hurt others around me.
but i do know that something is to come, but i am not sure if its a good thing.. or a bad thing....
i do not know what else is out there waiting for me, but i do know that there is something in the shadows...waiting for me to make my move, i am not sure wheather to be scared or not ...
and everyday ....the signs keep changeing so i canot fully understand what is going on the other side of the cloud, it seems like the gods of each world and dimention are fighting for something that we do not know of yet, but the signs are showing
at first it was my dreams,
then my dreams happening in the real world, ...i had alwaysed seen the world as just a image that was fake, but lately the diffrences between my dream world and the real world are combineing at once, the night sky is starting to get....i dont know how to say thing right ..but...its..it seems to me that the sky itself is becomeing real and not flat but streching and becomeing its true self...now my dreams feel lke the real world, and myself as a being is changeing... i can feel the stream of energy burst though me, and now i can see the other side, no not ghosts but something else, as all of our consisiousness are starting to become real and connect as one, not just humans, but nature....now the world is beging to show its true self now that out dreams are open with that other side, i am not sure what is to come, the air smells of my dreams and now my dreams are as clear as the real world, and peoples minds are opening slowly to each others. for when this happens n oone will know of the outcome when it is all compleate
truley i am scared of when it happens and if it compleates it what will hapen to those who have a connection to me. i do not know why i am here..well i used to think that ..but now i know and i canot tell anyone of this because they will never belive me
the heavens have showed from the higest of the clouds crying when sad, hell has risen from the depths of the shadows spread the sorrow of tears, together are opening the dreams of many who have a same togetherness in mind opening the key of the future and turning the notch not knowing of what is behind for death and life is what god gave man, but when both natures combie what is to come from the door that has been shut from the beggining