Kyle, I miss you.
I never got to meet you. But I still miss you. How much different would my life be today?
I think about you when I'm sad or when I read my journals.
In a way, I feel like you're always near me.
Please don't think of me as strange if I call you by a name that is not really yours.
But can I call you Kyle? Is it ok to talk to you when I'm alone? Or to cry for you even if it makes no sense?
I never met you, but I miss you so much. Am I making you up in my mind?
Do you exist only to me? Does "she" ever think about you?
Have you ever been loved?
Please, I can only imagine you as the age you are now. So don't you cry in my head!
Please!
I hope that this name still means something to me as I get older. I hope I never forget you.
Even if it sounds strange, would you let me think that I would have loved you?
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