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My mind shits too.
Read if you like. lol. I know you won't.
The world doesn't appreciate what I am good at. They all hate me. Today I heard it again-art is useless. It's a subject all the stupid people do, that don't understand computer skills. History is useless too. Who would want to know about the past, when you have this day? What they are basically saying is I am useless and stupid. I believe in God too, so that makes me even stupider. The only things I am good at, and the only things I enjoy are just s**t that can't ever be of any use to anybody. I know, I'm either supposed to become an engineer or a scientist, or then I should just ******** off from this superficial world. I wish I didn't care. Or I wish I could tell them they are worse than me, and stand up for myself. I don't speak, the only thing I can do is draw (and not even too well), I believe in God, and the only school subject I like is history. I am completely and totally useless. Who would want me? No one.
My family is poor too. I am poor, I can't sleep, I have to move all the time and I cannot be bothered to do anything about my stupidity anymore, as it never leads to anything. I will always remain this stupid. I remember a friend of mine saying once in a maths lesson "This is the first time I feel this stupid", when she just directly didn't understand that question. I'm like sitting there... I never understand anything in maths. I'm not that kind of person, and I am stupid? Maybe I was just wrong. This world has a limited amount of seats for people like I am, and all of them have been taken. I guess I will seriously become a banker. Owwell, I can't. I can't count. Maybe I'll just join the army and get entertainment out of shooting stupid idiots that run into my way. And then I'll get shot one day myself, and when I die, I can say I did something useful to the world, if that is what our God (if he exists) likes us, stupid people, to do. In that case I'd rather go to hell, though.



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User Comments: [2]
PharoDarkSide
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Mon Apr 07, 2008 @ 09:06pm


Hmm...Don't be so hard on yourself. crying People who love and make a conscious choice to understand history are a few steps ahead of the others; for it is through the study and understanding of the past that we are able to avoid making the dsame misakes in the future. Ignoring our history, the TRUE version of our history, dooms us to certain failure.

If we were all scientists and engineers, how could anything get done? There are a variety of options for history majors. Jobs such as teachers and tour guides. You must seek God's will, as well as taking steps to do something you actually want to do in your life- Some people will never understand that.


Strawberry Sabrinaist
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Sat Apr 26, 2008 @ 02:17pm


Hmm. people should appreciate what you are good at. Art is not useless, its everywhere! It always has been, throughout history. Imagine what the world would be like without art? Horrible! Everything is art, and you are good at it, and art has its place in the world just like everything else. Including history, by the way. History is wonderful, there are many things you can do with it. Why would you want to become an engineer or a scientist? Yes, its true, I want to be an engineer (actually, I want to be a writer, but that's not gonna happen... so I'm going to become what my grandfather was instead.) Yes, its true, the world has a limited number of seats for everything, however, you are with us at the moment (and the rest of the dumb teenage population) and we have seats waiting for us in the future. They are there when our generation takes the stand, and I think that there is a seat waiting for you, because you are amazingly talented and smart and gorgeous. (not that looks matter... but still. heh. You are.)


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