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ugh, today really sucked. lucky me im home alone for awhile, i don't need anything for today, it would b too frickin much. but, man i really wish things could go back, to the way they were, when i was little. i would b cared about. people wouldn't pick on me anymore. they would think of me as somebody. honestly i really don't know who i am. this multi-personality thing was, is out of hand. ill act like a piece of everybody at a time, and can't find myself. i was a myself once, and i felt so free, but it was time to grow up. i couldn't act the way i used to, it wasn't right, i knew better. so i changed my ways, and now im like, i don't know. who is this person i've been with my whole life, this person i cannot explain, that i can't control at times, that strange things happen to? the person that i know the most, but not who she is? if i could answer those questions, life would be so much easier...