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I'm bored and that's probably the only reason why I write in here.



tears.. When I say that I'm crying or have an crying or emo or cry that usually means that I really want to cry or that I feel like crying. I do not actually cry in front of people. I never will anymore. I used to cry over everythng, like spilled food or my dead pets. I have become very good at not showing tears to anyone. I will show my sadness, but never will I shed my tears in front of someone again. I think that showing tears in front of people is showing your weakness and, in case of mean people, giving them the satisfaction of hurting you. I don't want to shed tears because I hate to have people laugh at me or give me false sympathy. I hate false sympathy. If you have sympathy then show it, but if it's false then go stick it somewhere. If you see my tears or I show you my tears, then I must think that you're something very special. I don't often let people see my cry, but when (and if) you do, then you did something or are something speacial to me.