Sometimes, do you ever not care if you live or die? You know when you do something to someone and they say that they will kill you, do you tell them that you don't care if you die? Do you ever think about cutting yourself? Do you wish that you could just die? Then after that day do you take it back? you do care if you die? you do wish you could live forever? Then sometime later it happens again? You say that you have nothing to live for? You say you have no life? You say that you want to die, but never go through with it? do you ever think about suicide? Do you ever think that your life is so bad that you want to die? Then you talk to that special someone and they make you feel like you have the best life? They make you see the good things in about your life? They remind you that you have everything to live for? They help you see the light when all you've seen is darkness? They make you feel like you're on top of the world? As soon as you talk to them you don't have those bad thoughts running through your head? You hate yourself for ever thinking them?
I do. I've been there and done that countless times. I'm still going there. I want to stop. I want to quite. These thoughts are like drugs. Once you get addicted you can't stop.
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