Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

 
 

View User's Journal

'Nichi
I'll write about stuff...
Title?
Its been a week since the acciedent stare
oh how life can change so quickly...
I've stuck at home for 7 days!!! I'm going crazy! the only time I got to leave was to go to work on saturday and sunday stare
I feel like I'm back in highschool (the not having a car/freedom to go as I please) but at least when i was in highschool I got to see my friends 5 times a week and then I had all my nieghborhood friends (Jay, Ryan, Rowzee, Lindsay, Becky, Sammy) that I could go visit. Now I don't even have that. Its so Boring and Lonely. This is what I would imagine hell to be like... I offen wonder what I'm being punished for?
Even though for the majority of the week I've been sick... so I just layed back on the couch or play on gaia and munched on Oreo cookies. Exciting huh???
I've stayed off of IM cause of something Matt said, that upset me and the fact that I figured I shouldn't really talk to people right now I guess. I think when I feel this way I like to push people away... even though they might help make me feel better. Donno... its all confusing.
Tomorrow I start calling temp places and see about working full time stare those pills are looking good right about now stare ha!
well I think I'm just writting what ever pops in to my head right now... like anyone reads this anyways... but whatever...
Oh... lifes gonna suck when you grow up when you grow up!

night! crying






User Comments: [1] [add]
Karame
Community Member
avatar
commentCommented on: Tue Apr 19, 2005 @ 05:13am
*Hugs* I know life really sucks for you right now and I'm sorry sad
I wish there was something I could say or do to at least relieve a bit of the icky-ness or entertain you in some way... but I can't think of anything. I can't even think of anything wise or comforting to say >_<;; I'm a failure at this but I thought I'd write anyway to say that I care about you and hope things begin to turn around in your life *hug* Jen's such a great person and it pisses me off to see crappy things happen to great people.
heart heart heart Get unsick soon and maybe we can all get together soon too >_<


User Comments: [1] [add]
 
 
Manage Your Items
Other Stuff
Get GCash
Offers
Get Items
More Items
Where Everyone Hangs Out
Other Community Areas
Virtual Spaces
Fun Stuff
Gaia's Games
Mini-Games
Play with GCash
Play with Platinum