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I want to leave
No one at this new school even notices me
At first everyone is nice and caring but then after a few months
I find their flaws of being annoying, selfish, and mean
They're all two-sided monsters
They act nice and caring then leave you in a ditch and make some excuse
I hate it
Even my friends from my old school were better even though they were kind of the same
...no scratch that
My old school friends were better, they would notice whats wrong with me and take care of me
There is no friend if you can't insult each other
Everyone in this new school are so uptight and mean
I don't like it
I want to leave
I miss my old friends
I want to stay with them, be in the same school and hang out with them
They take care of me and make me happy
But here, no one cares, they're all in their own world
Someone i thought i trusted the most and told my past kicked me down a ditch
Ever since he got a girlfriend, he started treating everyone coldly
Maybe its just me but i feel like he hates me
I hate it
I thought i could trust him, but i was only brought back out of the dark room only to be kicked, beaten, and thrown into another room
This dark room feels darker, scarier, and smaller
It hurts; i can't trust anymore; i want out
I want to go back to my old friends
I want out...
Leave me alone already...