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Totally listening to: Puttin' on the Ritz by Falco.
So I was chillin with some friends today because, due to some serious depression, I didn't want to be alone today. Well, after an intense session of self-pity, and abusing my arm and leg absent-mindedly with an empty Dr. Pepper bottle, we decided to start (thinking) about leaving and coming home.
However, we were held up because suddenly I had the sudden urge to drink and get wasted (again)... But since that turned out soooo well last time (/sarcasm), we decided to make perverted comments and twist everything I said into something sexual (I was picked on and teased all day today. Why me, man?), and/or trying to throw a small stuffed toy penguin down my shirt, and I was trying too. Then, being the smart one that I am (again, /sarcasm), I decided to take off running out of the house we were in and around the side.
As it would turn out, my poor abused Tripp pants were conspiring against me, and -- at the moment I reached top speed -- my pants decided to live up to their name.
My left foot got caught in the random strap on the front of my right pant leg, and with momentum also against me, I went down...
Needless to really say, my skull collided very harshly with the solid ground, while the dirt and small rocks ripped off some of the skin on my left shoulder, and a small patch on my forearm, wrist, and palm. My whole left side is feeling the collision deeply, but thankfully I don't have a concussion... Though, this is way better than going back to cutting in search of pain, I wish I'd had some advanced warning so I could have chosen the most used side (the right), or something.
Since almost drowing at the lake was unsuccessful, I guess I unconsciously tried to die again today.
and yet none of my friends saw it...
During this journal five songs have played: Der Komissar by Falco, Manner Des Westens - Any Kind of Land by Falco, The Way That You Are by The Classic Crime, Killer Queen by Queen, and Mad World by Gary Jules
 euya · Tue Jun 23, 2009 @ 07:00am · 0 Comments |
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