My nurse wakes me up telling me its time to go to group. I didn't feel like going anywhere. She helped me up and I slowly walked down the hallway. the room she led me to was large and had a ring of chairs in the middle. It reminded me of a kindegarten class for crazy people. Some people were already sitting down...most of them were really skinny and had dark circles under their eyes. I went and sat down at one of the empty chairs. I was silent the whole time...I didn't even look at anyone. I was afraid that if I said something that I would start crying again. I just stared at my shoes and the floor the whole time...I heard what they were saying. They said crap like if you don't talk to us we can't help you. Who said I needed help...my mother. She thinks everyone needs help. Finally she moves on to a girl with anorexia.
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