Dear Lord and Lady! It has been what is generally known as "One of those days." Actually, it has been like that for the past 3 days. Everything that could go wrong has. I've gotten into a few fights with Mom, I've had other people be complete asses and make dreadful assumptions without any basis of fact about me and Anhalion, I've had people b***h at me left and right at work (mostly customers), things are breaking everywhere, every little thing goes wrong, and now the last straw just settled into place. I'm a few seconds away from just crawling into a corner and turning into a black hole. Actually that sounds kind of fun. I don't feel like being around people and I'm actually not even going to my neighborhood Christmas party because I know I'll snap. I don't feel like loosing what is left of my self-control infront of old people and have them all trying to make me feel better. sweatdrop I know. Damn me for my pride, right?
Anyway, I've changed my sig to a line from the song "Walk to the Beat of My Own Drum" by Poe. That line describes my little angsty feelings right now. So yay for Dionae. She has angst.
Anyway, I have a whole lot I need to do tomorrow. Quest for Christmas Presents and for Living Space. Till later.
 Karidys · Sat Dec 09, 2006 @ 01:47am · 6 Comments |
