Well, I'm apparently not a good roommate. Don't know where I went wrong. So, in order for us to remain "friends", I have to move out at the end of our lease (next November). I don't give my roommates' relationship that long personally.
And it's not both of them, it's just one. The other one is her b***h. I thought I was getting through to him. MAybe he's just weak...or he's been lying to me about her getting on his nerves.
Maybe it's for the better. Who knows. Currently I don't know anyone I could move in with let alone who would put up with me.
I don't know what to do.
So I'll just sit here and cry for a while.
1 of 2 things I hope will happen
1: She'll change her mind. She's like that. Maybe things will change.
2: My roommates will break up and she'll move out.
Another hope is I find true love and we hook up within the next year. Don't see that happening. Then again that could be my low self-esteem talking.
In short, I'm depressed. I'm lonely. And I feel like I'm unwanted. And that hurts.
Gamer_Petri · Thu Dec 16, 2004 @ 07:13am · 1 Comments |