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I feel horrible for not really putting all my effort into the relationship. And the relationship is fine, I'm just being a brat, wanting Sarah to be like how she used to be, with the romance, and talks of the future. That part of our relationship is gone now, and instead of trying to embrace our new relationship, I'm calling it a "failure" and trying to get the old part back. I should be working on making what we have now even better, instead of trying to go back in time. I'm trying to change her, and that's something no lover should do. I need to learn to move on.
All I think about is breaking up because things aren't like how they used to be. I used to be able to take any change and make the best of it. I need to do that now. If things don't work out, it'll be all my fault.