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Sarah always said she felt lonely when I left or wasn't on, and I thought I understood it, but this is the first time I really felt alone.
I've felt lonely when she left before, and sad, but the loneliness was never too bad, because I knew there are people, my family, in my house, so I never really felt alone. But when she left today, I really felt alone. I felt like the only person in the world left, and I felt horribly alone. I've never felt this kind of loneliness before, I wonder if this is how she feels every time I leave...I hope not, I hope that I don't put her through this.
I know this all sounds choppy and repetitive, but I'm tired, and I wanted to write this before I went to sleep, because I know that the feeling won't be as strong tomorrow.