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Is it possible to push yourself away, to push away the good in you to replace it with something that prevents you from crying? What makes life so great besides video games, cerial, rice, more video games...
I don't have a lot of friends outside of the internet. I'm just a loser walking around with her head down to the ground looking for whatever I find interesting on the ground...They say your supposed to keep your head up to look more "confident"...Well, I had my head down, sure I look stupid and depressed but you know what?! I found MONEY...and a cool ring...and 3 pennies facing heads up...yeah..what? what now..
...how did i spell ceiral....cieral ..WTF ..i refuse to cheat and right click...cireal ********
ceiral ...WTF ok...i got this.....-.- i'm cheating.. cereal OOOOOOOOOOOH that so looks wrong...-.- cereal ...0kay..I learned something...that's only like, once a month I learn something new...-.-
I dont pay attention to anything and half the time i actually try to..I just dont know how to.. i dont even know how to listen to myself. I dont even remember what Im writing about...im tired.. at least i learned how to spell ******** cereal..
Night people...sorry for the lameness >.o
--Kelleh