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Yeah, it's... it's been a while. Sadly, the only real news (if you can even call it that) is getting a 360. However, I don't really care much for online gaming so it's doing a crackerjack job of holding up a stack of DVD cases.

Y'know... I didn't think I'd become one of those "back in my day" sort of guys. Well, at least I didn't think it would happen nearly as soon as it did. It is gonna be a dark day for yours truly once we can no longer go to a specified building to rent DVDs and video games. Oh geez, DVDs are quickly becoming a old outdated sort of tech aren't they. I miss video tapes. They never scratched or had "Disc read errors". One time out of maybe 1000 the machine might eat the tape.

Oh, man... It's as akward as it's ever been. If I see her maybe... once a month it's like some sort of hostage exchange with the stress I feel. I'm still trying to stay my distance from her. I want to forget. I really need to forget her. The rare-of-the-rare chance meeting makes me feel the deepest depression. It's not her fault. I don't want to blame her. She doesn't even know what I'm going through. I just want to forget...

I've got to get back into the swing of aura training. I've gotten so lax that I'm unfocused, raw in my execution. I stilll have a good base hold on he fundamentals. The next step is re-learning to utilize it accomplish tasks.