Yeh, it's a well-known fact that I have always hated Valentine's Day... but this year just felt so much worse than usual. Despite the anti-valentine cheer that I felt so gleefully coming on throughout the world--the very first time ever, I might add rather cheerfully at any other time--I was depressed like heck. I'm sure you know why. Yes, apparently I have never truly cared about anyone that I've been with on Valentine's day. I remember missing Chris.. but not nearly as badly as I've missed Davis today. It's not necessarily because of Valentine's day, it's just that the day reminded me of him being around. And it drove me up the walls.
Rosette gave me a plushy of a cat today and around second period she decided to name it Kiba, I guess to cheer me up. Of course, upon that I immediately squeezed it tightly and acted insanely for several moments... And I've had it with me all day.
In other news I got my cellphone taken away last night, I guess I won't be on it very much for the next.. whenever my parents decide to trust me. Just as long as they don't yell at me when we get home tonight I should be fine... if they do yell at me I'll totally freak out so much worse and without my cellphone to call Davis for comfort I dunno what I could do. I've honestly trapped myself with this one, even though I supposedly get/got my computer back today.
Oh well, life is life and life is s**t.
But I have good news! Ha! I turned my term paper into my English teacher on time!! w00t!
Not really great but okay...
 Hoshi Okami · Tue Feb 14, 2006 @ 11:23pm · 1 Comments |
