Well today's been normal, I guess...or as normal as this ******** up world of mine gets without Christina to hold it together... I miss her..So much...It hurts like hell...-sigh- I'm suffering with her though...to cope with the pain... I'm not going to eat or do anything of that sort until Christina is safe again... Please...Please bring her home...Please....It's all I ask.... It's been two full days now...I wonder how much longer I can go like this... I'm not bothered at all though, and I seem to be doing fine every other way... Please... Please.... Please..... Oh please bring her home safely...I'm begging you...I can't go through this...two weeks is already driving me insane, I can't go another two weeks...Please...She has to be ok now...Please... I want to see her again...At least let me talk to her.... Please...it's all I ask... Please..... Let Christina be ok...let her come home.... Please heal her...
I just wanna hear from her again...Something hopeful...Something that will let me know she'll be home again soon...Something that shows me she's changed, and normal again...All I want is for her to be normal again, and to come home and be with me forever, just like I always promised her....-sigh-......Is that too much to ask...? Please don't say it is...I know you can do this for me..so please..hear me out and answer my prayers...Let her be safe...let her come home...
"Forgive me, my love I stand here all alone, And I can see the bottom..."
I love you Christina.... Forever and ever.....<3
II Xero II · Mon Dec 28, 2009 @ 01:45am · 0 Comments |