Well, today was rather uneventful...Nothing happened, all I could do was just sit here, thinking of her all day...why can't this pain go away..? Why can't she come home..?
Today I went on a walk after writing a letter to her... I was upset because I got no letter from her today..so that was rather depressing...-sigh- I do so wish I could hear from her again....I just want things to be normal again...
Please...Please let things be normal again God...I love her...All I ask is her safe return...
Please...
Anyways...On my walk I decided to visit several nostalgic places...
First I stayed in the field for a bit..listening to music and remembering snuggling with her so much there..every time we saw each other we would go to that spot and snuggle there, and kiss, and do whatever else...-sigh-
Then I went to the park...I spent more time there because even more happened there...I couldn't do much though since it was wet and muddy down by the creek...but I saw the slide we kissed and snuggled on, the field of grass we laid in...and the clearing, down by the creek where it all started..the intimacy began there, and soon enough we made love there...
Then I walked further down the trail for a while, that long hike to the dam...where perhaps the experience I'll never forget most of all happened...The place where Christina and I had our first kiss...There on the stone bench at the top of the dam next to the trail...That place is also where I "proposed" to her and gave her her promise ring...The promise that I would marry her someday..a promise I still have every intention of keeping...I spent the most time there, since it was perhaps the most special spot to me..it's not much, just a dam by the trail, but it's so much more than that to me...it's the spot where our young love truly got off the ground and took off...
All of these places, I will never forget...A piece of her remains in every one of them, and it always will..no matter where I go, no matter what I do...she is there...
Have you forgotten me yet Christina..? I hope not...I really hope not...I hope you didn't listen to them and break away...please don't tell me you did...
I won't stop Christina...I haven't forgotten you, and I never will..I hope you haven't forgotten me..It's so terribly lonely without you...I need you Christina..
Please God...Listen to how much I'm suffering...Just bring her home please...
Please...Please...Please...Please....
I love you Christina...Please come home soon...Please let me hear from you again soon...I wanna hear your sweet voice again....
Forever and ever, my darling....<3
 II Xero II · Tue Dec 29, 2009 @ 02:54am · 0 Comments |
