Well, today I felt so miserable...As I've said in my past entry I just felt so pathetic earlier..all I could do was wallow in my misery...
After I walked around in the pouring rain today things actually took a turn for the better, at least a little... I found my old childhood friend Michelle on facebook and for once I was able to smile a little today... We've talked for hours..we're still talking right now actually and it's eleven o clock at night... It's kind of nice to be catching up with an old friend...knowing how she's doing...and Mark...such a good kid.. You're turning out a lot more like me than I thought you would...Just make sure you don't make the same mistakes I did kid, and you'll do fine... Maybe soon I can even talk to you again and it'll be like old times...at least a little.... Right now I just want Christina though...I'm glad Michelle is back and all, and I'm glad I could smile with her...but I just want Christina back...Please God...hear me out...thank you for Michelle, but please..I need Christina...
Christina...I'm going to suffer along with you until I can see you again..or at least talk to you... Until then, my love... I love you Christina.... <3....
II Xero II · Sun Dec 27, 2009 @ 07:26am · 0 Comments |