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i try to express myself, and find somebody who can understand my problem...or at least comfort me...but all i got was crap...being told i am a typical crybaby teen who can't deal with reality...though i can be frail, and i think many unrealistic things, i KNOW that what i feel isn't normal, and that wat i do isn't that bad...i don't ask for u to pity me, or give me stuff, or even say nice things, i just ask that u don't assume that i'm ur stereotypical freak!!! cuz i'm not a princess with evil step sisters, nor am i at a ball with a flowing dress, i'm a simple person in a normal house with enough friends and things to get me by plus some, but for some reason i still feel tempted to jam the knife through and end this suffering...but the more i try to turn my life around, the worse it gets, the more it hurts to even be ridiculed, and i don't know y! i'm faced with the pain of not knowing anything about myself...the last thing i need is somebody telling me i'm wrong for something that i don't even want!!! scream