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I can't have any emotions other than angst and happiness? I mean, sure, I DID learn how to be happy(last year I was retarded and only knew how to be angsty). But still, I dun like having the emotional range of a teaspoon, if that. It's not very fun, being a teenager. And I have to deal with a lot more years of being a stupid whiny teenage b***h(which is what I'm doing now I suppose). Before I know it, without realizing it, I'll be a rebellious ball of evil that can't think straight. Of course, since I'm female, people like to joke that I wouldn't be able to think straight anyway. Well, it could be true for me, I dunno. Since it's ME, I don't know these things. What feels normal and logical to me is probably considered abnormal and illogical to everyone else, but I don't know because I think that I'm in my right mind when I'm probably not because I'm a silly little teenager. Sure, I'm not emu, raccoon, skater, or tropical bird, but I can probably be put into some category that defines me quite easily. It's all part of being a teenager, right? And there I go again, trying to act all high and mighty. I'm probably in the group of teens that thinks that they know everything about growing up and that they're smarter. Well, I know my version of the truth: I may be academically smarter, but truthfully, I'm just as stupid as any other teenager. I complain about the kids who act stupid, but I'm sure that in the eyes of many, I act just as stupid. I sit on the computer all day, claiming to work, when all I can do is crap. That's right, I'm calling this crap, and I'm calling this crap. It doesn't have any tangible rewards, that's why everyone is so sad these days. We don't have any sort of tangible result of our work(well, the art...). But, if you build a treefort, you get an immense rush of happiness and self satisfaction. Maybe that's why I'm happier, maybe it's because I'm starting to build a treefort. I don't know, because of course, I'm just a stupid human female teenager. I won't be surprised if I start to angst at the tiniest things, like I am right now. And you know what? There is no good teenager. You can always insult and complain about us teenagers because our brains are pure, worthless mush until adulthood. And again, some people like to joke that a woman always has nothing but worthless hormonal mush for a brain. But still, as a teenager, you are always in the wrong to everyone else. I'm in the wrong for these opinions. Anything I say, do, or write is probably fake because I'm some stupid teenager who cannot think straight or logically.

And you know what? I don't care anymore. I may as well make due with what I've got in this situation for the next few years of stupidity. No matter what, I will always be in the wrong because I am a teenager. My opinions are probably wrong because I'm a teenager. I'm Starbolt22, 13 years old, and I am stupid and wrong just like any other teenager. But that's what makes me right.