I'm getting slightly better, starting to get used to all this again. I haven't cried yet today, but I'm sure I will for a little while tonight when I remember something again.
the flashbacks just come out of nowhere and I just...
*sigh* nevermind. no one but Kuro's reading this anyway.
no wonder why I like him, cuz no one else ******** gives a s**t about me!!! well Taye does but no one else does!
although I guess I don't have enough friends here to say that about anyone huh? *sigh* whatever, just ignore me I don't care.
I made a new friend in gym today. thats a plus I guess.
senior year is already really hard, and it really hasn't even started... there's so much work to do! DX
I guess the reasons I'm feeling a bit better today are because its the weekend and I'm going to be somewhat leaving gaia for a while. I'll still update my journal I guess and read my messages, although I can't tell ya if I'll respond or not.
I gotta go drown out my thoughts with video games and anime now. yeah I definitely need some anime, that would be good for me. just not Zero no Tsukaima, or I'll flip out and go die in my room.
oh I recommend to everyone to watch le portraite de petite cossette, an anime movie with all yuki kajiura composed music, awesome plot, and beautiful art.
watch it in english!! I recommend it, its actually better in english, and I don't really say that often. although you may only be able to find the jap. version. oh well. you should still watch it. It might help some people to understand my mindset better. its my favorite movie. I like it even better than Miyazaki movies, which I also never say often. ^^
ughh... miyazaki brings up phone memories...I shouldn't have even said it... crying
oh well, I'll get over it. I guess I'll see everyone whenever. by everyone I guess I'm really only talking to two people huh? *weak smile* well what a surprise that is. sad *sigh* whatever... bye.
 Elemental guardian Zaria · Fri Sep 11, 2009 @ 08:48pm · 0 Comments |
