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This budget project is kicking my a**....
I can find jobs for it, but none with an F-ing yearly salary D=
Alex's project ain't due till the 22nd or somethin. I'm so jealous DX
hmm anyway, I gotta start applying to colleges, although I'm not sure what to do with the applications that want money, since we really don't have money to waste on applications.
If I don't get into college I'll have to get a job and that'll suck.
My parents fought today for a few minutes, I wanna kill my dad even more than I usually do now o' course.
I feel like I'm becoming slightly evil or something lately.
I always have that thought that " If there were no consequences ever, I would totally kill a ton of people that I hate" I've been thinking that more than usual, and I just feel like I'm darker at heart and stranger than usual. I have kinda given up on some stuff that used to matter a ton to me before.
now I'm just an avid believer in "live till you die."
thats one of my quotes now.
I still will live how I wanna live, but when I die, I die.
school was stupid today, kids kept talkin bout that total s**t Jersey Shore show about Guitos or whatever that live in seaside that came from NEW YORK.
seriously, how is that a jersey show, when they're nasty ugly new york italians? whatever, didn't watch it, never will. school sucked cuz they talked about it in every freakin class DDDDDX
at least most people hated it. ^^
I want gothic lolita clothes.... and a PS3 for christmas...
I hope we have enough money so that our parents can buy us one. if not, me and my bro will hafta buy one.
well anyway, bout the goth loli clothes, yeah I wish I could have some, and a kimono too that would be awesome. I think I might dye my hair black later in my life and have emo hair or just be a total japan nerd lol.
I wanna wear a goth loli dress to prom. although, I dun wanna go if no one asks me to go. I doubt anyone ever would. seeing as I'm the only one who asks people out in any of my relationships, but I don't really want a relationship right now, I dunno... I got a ton more s**t I gotta worry about and that would just mess up my kickass -******** the world/life- emotions right now that I need. besides, it would just end horribly anyways.
gotta go on the damned anime club guild, they were complaining about that today that nobody ever goes there. and a stupid fat kid kept screaming in my ear while I was there today, that wasn't fun.
we watched the first ep of Code Geass. it was alright, very depressing though and a dark idea, and you already know its guna be an evil -mad with power- anime cuz Lelouch's voice is Light's voice. -___-;;;
when I hear that voice, I know it'll be an anime that I'm not really interested in.
I gotta finish watching DBZ abridged.
me and Jaella watch the Yugioh abridged movie in lunch today, that was fun.
I drew katamari charries in my notebook at the end of math class, I love that game, I wish I could have the new one with awesomely retarded graphics..
I want the newer games, the graphics are so amazing!!
I hope I can make 3D stuff like that one day myself, even if its only CG anime 3D, thats good enough for me as long as its awesome xD
anyway, been ranting long enough, back to doodling and okami and katamari or whatever. my main topics of curing boredom for the week.
I really gotta work on drawing BGs.... Dx
well, bye.
 Elemental guardian Zaria · Sat Dec 05, 2009 @ 01:44am · 0 Comments |
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