Hector.............
Still thinking about you, surprisingly.
What reminded me of you?
...yes, but of course, the beautiful moon.
I stare at it, admiring its beautiful mysterious light.
My memories of you are slowly fading... you're eyes are to special to keep in mind because it's never as good as the real thing.
Every time I look at you, I see unique darkness, the eyes of a knight of the light.
I've been watching you, carefully... trying to figure out what makes you so beautifully special, but something makes me see you differently I don't think I will ever find out.
I love your laugh. You rarely show it, and you seem to be ashamed of it, but I love it. To see someone who is always serious, laughing, makes me happy.
The way how everyone hates you or is scared of you only makes me admire you more. I'm not afraid, I don't hate you either...but I don't love you.
You try to fit in, you try to be funny, you try to be like everyone else... but I can see how unique you are,you can't hide it.
From the moment I first saw you, I knew you had a strange aura, it was addicting. The first day of school, I was labeled as a goth girl and everyone was too scared to label you... I was very shy, which made it very hard for me to sit with anyone else in science, so I was planning on sitting on the very last individual seat until I saw you back there... it made me blush when I sat down in front of you.
So many memories that make me chuckle... but I keep reminding myself how pathetic I am for never being able to have a conversation with you. I wonder...have you ever noticed anything unusual in me?
Why is it that we try to avoid each other when we are forced to be near each other?
Why is it that we meet in the strangest places?
Why am I so passionate about you?
I always admire you, knowing that I might be disappointed.
I want to see your eyes, so they can tell me about your misunderstood life.
I miss you, but maybe we'll go back to the sanctuary where I saw you in my dreams again, some day...
~Aura and Aurora
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