I want to fade into oblivion
unfeeling
unwanting
unneeding
i want to be free from emotion
free of any devotion
i want to be unattached
to everything
to everyone
to all that is all that will be
i want to be in control
i want to lead my life
i want to lead my world
thats the problem
i want
i want
i want to fade into oblivion
i dont want to decide
i dont want to feel
i dont want to hate
if i hate i must love
there is no one to love
no one to catch what falls
no one to keep my warmth
no one to hear my calls
i am the only one
i cant truly trust
i am the only one who truly must
fade into oblivion
without thought
or fear
or hate
or love
or pain
or comfort
OBLIVION
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