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A lot of people seem to hate me for misunderstandings... I don't understand why myself even. They simply assume I mean something completely and totally vague that even I didn't consider it would be taken that way. After that, they never forget it and hate my guts for the rest of their life. Just a few moments ago, for example. I make a post about being on the brink of insanity and being in a housefull of elves (my characters for those of you who don't know me that well), and the replying comment is that elves don't exist and that I'm depressing for trying to be something I'm not. 0o
I thought it was pretty obvious the post was meant as a joke anyway...

Later, I always ask myself why I even bothered to post/say anything in the first place. I feel incredibly stupid and simply want to curl up into the pitiful ball of angst I probably am. Being social in real life never turns out that great. I do or say something I later regret (usually just a few minutes afterwards). I suppose the factI realize how stupid I was is the only thing that keeps me anti-social so much of the time... But, the moment I find someone I can connect with, or I enjoy spending time with, the whole thing repeats...

Well, life goes on I suppose. Chances are I'll never see those users again anyway.

Sheera: It's your sense of humor. It's just way too out there.

I realize that.

Sheera: Then just stop trying to make jokes and maybe people'll like you!

That sounds oddly familiar...