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now that my mom knows and so does the rest of the world......my mom wants to move back to queens, which i am SO not happy about. mike is the best person i have ever met, known, and loved in my life. i love him unfathomably and i really don't want to leave him. he completes me.....and im definitly not taking this whole thing very well. i moved here about 3 years ago and thought that i moved into hell. but then i met a couple people and i just started to fel comfortable last year...so now that im settled and fitting in and doing Way better in school this s**t has to happen and now i have to start all the way over and go straight back and take it from the top all over again. and it pisses me off. cuz im going to high school next year and the last thing i want to do before starting something this big in my life is move. my mind is gonna b all screwed up, im gonna miss all my friends, im gonna sure as hell miss my bofriend, and im gonna miss the way im begining to finally fit in. i cant believe this s**t is actually happening to me. Everyone was complaining to me today about how much their gonna miss me and it made me kinda emotion, which is not normal for me(i normally dont care about anything at all) , and it hurt.......it actually really did hurt.....i don't know if i can make it through this.....