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I ******** HATE myself. The world is a vampire sent to drain...........(say whatever you want here it all is the same in the end). Maybe it's me, I'm a big wound that everyone wants to pour salt on! I'm a dieing plant and everyone wants to drink my water. I'm air that everyone sucks in not caring of the ramifications! Everyone I make friends with get to know meh and then slowly fade away T.T I can't help it if I suck at conversation or if I'm not nice to look at, Can I? If so I don't know how! and It's not helping to get left in the mud screaming for help but getting NOTHING! I want to live but I don't want to be alive if it means all this pain......

Posted by: blackeyelinerxoxo Sun Feb 01, 2009 @ 10:19pm

I imagine one of the reasons people cling to their hates so stubbornly is because they sense, once hate is gone they will be forced to deal with pain.........

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Commented on: Wed Feb 04, 2009 @ 09:25pm


	lol u dont suck at conversations your good at them some friends have to go you know but you know something i wont go away ok you can count on that -hugs-

Commented on: Wed Feb 04, 2009 @ 09:40pm


	Thanks Kelvin, sometimes I need to be reminded -sigh-

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