facing the mirror
This journal, is suppose to be about me. Indeed I do make it about me some of the time, and lately most of the time. But I mostly write towards you, as the reader. If you've read any of my former entry's you'd know I am indeed a writer .. a poet of sorts. I very much enjoy writing the way I do, towards you. So I well do so, today I want to talk about something everyone must face, when time is right for them. You all must face the mirror .. in the mirror reflects you. You as you are at that moment, to some this may be scary .. to others a relief that the person looking back is not in sorrow, poverty, madness, or loneliness. But sadly for some, it's the shock of there life, to see them selves. Without the common mask, without the fire and brimstone. Just them selves, in the mirror, alone. Not a hero, not a business man, not a mother, or a father, sister or brother. Just your pried open soul and being, spread before you. For you to see, as I said. A shock this may be to many, a relief to others. But witch ever way you take the person you are in that moment. Whatever your reaction to the present state of your soul, body, and mind. Know that you can always change. No one is an old dog, we can all be taught new tricks. And this my friends, is the biggest test of your life time. Can you, face you? Can you live with you? Do you want to live with you? Or can you change you? When your time has come, and you look to the mirror, you will answer these questions, and hopefully be at peace. I cannot pretend to be content with myself, and I'm not trying to be. Even if I did look in the mirror, even if I did take off my mask. I'm still answering questions. I'm still seeking peace and bliss within myself. I do not come before you and pretend to know all these things, I am simply saying. They are coming, sooner for some then others. But everyone will rep the seeds they sew. Everyone, everyone will face the mirror.
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