so lonely.....
I know I shouldn't be concentrating on it but, if I try and push it away, it'll come back later. no one to return to...no one to look to.. in every direction is nothingness... my heart has turned ice cold...... I'm so easy to throw away too apparently, cuz its seems Horo had no trouble doing that. stare *sigh* I'm "cut-myself depressed" on christmas eve... figures rolleyes of course I won't though, don't worry, well whoever cares that I'm writing this or that I'm here, don't worry. *sigh* I really need a hug and a lot of convincing that I matter >> cuz I really feel horrible...
trapped within my mind and wires, my heart cries out for help in this desert of darkness... I spread my stitched, gray wings around me and look to the darkening sky for an answer.....
Elemental guardian Zaria · Wed Dec 24, 2008 @ 10:17pm · 1 Comments |