As I sit in my little corner,
I cry because of you.
What you did to me,
Killed me.
The time I needed you most,
You didn’t come for me.
Do you hate me that much?
You didn’t come the first time…
So at least come the second.
But no,
I’m not good enough for you.
I’m not important enough for you.
You never did care about me did you?
My heart feels weird.
It feels harder and harder for me to breathe.
I start to get dizzy, nauseous.
Breathing more and more,
Harder and harder.
I feel like I’m going to faint.
What’s happening?
What do I do?
Am I going to die?
Why is this happening?
You made this happen to me.
Harder and harder it gets.
I close my eyes.
“Just kill me now God.”
“I don’t belong in this world.”
“I’m not good enough for anybody.”
I open my eyes.
I’m still in my corner.
Still gasping for air.
Tears keep on coming out of my eyes.
Trying to stay calm.
Losing air.
I close my eyes.
I start to get a little bit calmer.
I start to get air.
Breathing slower and slower.
The weird feeling slowly goes away.
Better and better I get.
I finally can breathe like before.
Tears still coming out of my eyes.
Why couldn’t I just die?
The pain would stop.
No more lies,
No more broken hearts,
No more tears,
No more gasping for air.
I cry because of you.
What you did to me,
Killed me.
The time I needed you most,
You didn’t come for me.
Do you hate me that much?
You didn’t come the first time…
So at least come the second.
But no,
I’m not good enough for you.
I’m not important enough for you.
You never did care about me did you?
My heart feels weird.
It feels harder and harder for me to breathe.
I start to get dizzy, nauseous.
Breathing more and more,
Harder and harder.
I feel like I’m going to faint.
What’s happening?
What do I do?
Am I going to die?
Why is this happening?
You made this happen to me.
Harder and harder it gets.
I close my eyes.
“Just kill me now God.”
“I don’t belong in this world.”
“I’m not good enough for anybody.”
I open my eyes.
I’m still in my corner.
Still gasping for air.
Tears keep on coming out of my eyes.
Trying to stay calm.
Losing air.
I close my eyes.
I start to get a little bit calmer.
I start to get air.
Breathing slower and slower.
The weird feeling slowly goes away.
Better and better I get.
I finally can breathe like before.
Tears still coming out of my eyes.
Why couldn’t I just die?
The pain would stop.
No more lies,
No more broken hearts,
No more tears,
No more gasping for air.
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