I'm really breaking down now.
On that night, I found out all these lies.
I though everything was normal.
But then, things started to get weird and I started to get suspicious.
I looked around and found out some things.
The things I found out, killed me even more.
I stayed normal, but I was still thinking.
I needed to take a break, so I left.
I went to take a nice hot bubble bath.
Thoughts went through my head.
Like, I thought they weren't together.
Why would he lie to me?
I thought I could trust him.
Maybe everything is, just a lie.
Many more things went through my head.
I felt so many emotions.
Anger, confusion, depression, and much more.
I need to get some sleep.
I went to bed.
I tossed and turned.
After hours and hours, I finally went to sleep.
In the morning I talked to you.
I didn't feel like talking about what happened.
I knew I had to though.
I'm sorry, I didn't mean to get so mad.
Some things I didn't mean to say.
But when I said "Obviously you like her more than me. So go with her and leave me to die."
I ment it.
You went for her and not for me.
So just stop caring about me.
Go with her.
You'd probably be even happier without me.
Just let me die.
I'm 95% sure you won't get back together with me.
And I don't want you to get back with me just to make me happy.
Do whatever you heart tells you to.
I want you to be happy.
I don't really have anything to live for.
So do what you want.
I really do love you.
But I don't think you love me that much.
So as I said, do what your heart says.
Not just to make me happy.
I'm breaking down more than ever.
Because of all the lies I found out.
So don't worry about me.
Do what you want.
And be happy.
P.S. I'm still not over you.
On that night, I found out all these lies.
I though everything was normal.
But then, things started to get weird and I started to get suspicious.
I looked around and found out some things.
The things I found out, killed me even more.
I stayed normal, but I was still thinking.
I needed to take a break, so I left.
I went to take a nice hot bubble bath.
Thoughts went through my head.
Like, I thought they weren't together.
Why would he lie to me?
I thought I could trust him.
Maybe everything is, just a lie.
Many more things went through my head.
I felt so many emotions.
Anger, confusion, depression, and much more.
I need to get some sleep.
I went to bed.
I tossed and turned.
After hours and hours, I finally went to sleep.
In the morning I talked to you.
I didn't feel like talking about what happened.
I knew I had to though.
I'm sorry, I didn't mean to get so mad.
Some things I didn't mean to say.
But when I said "Obviously you like her more than me. So go with her and leave me to die."
I ment it.
You went for her and not for me.
So just stop caring about me.
Go with her.
You'd probably be even happier without me.
Just let me die.
I'm 95% sure you won't get back together with me.
And I don't want you to get back with me just to make me happy.
Do whatever you heart tells you to.
I want you to be happy.
I don't really have anything to live for.
So do what you want.
I really do love you.
But I don't think you love me that much.
So as I said, do what your heart says.
Not just to make me happy.
I'm breaking down more than ever.
Because of all the lies I found out.
So don't worry about me.
Do what you want.
And be happy.
P.S. I'm still not over you.
