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Sitting and waiting for that never ending sleep
That shall bring me peace for once
I'll just smile and let it come my way
To have something I longed for
Seems quite unbelievable
It's something I never want to miss
Such a perfect feeling
It brings such pain to me
To hide all I am or who I've been
Doesn't matter now
But things shall get to me someday soon
To over think or over do
Are the same to me
Lets let things happen as they come this way
Please don't wake me
This all must be a crazy dream
Things aren't as real as I should believe
Those sounds I'm hearing are digging into my skin
All the way inside I know
Things aren't as they seem
This world is full of s**t
It makes me wonder and smile
Looking at all these people I seem to fit in
Hard to believe that I believe that sometimes
I'm not quite like them
I'm letting the never ending sleep take over me
Now it's something I don't want
We all can't make up our minds at times
In the end it'll all make sense
Go in circles
Return to the beginning and then slowly go to the end
What I mean
Is something I don't mean
Yet I mean it
To let others think about it
It'll all sink in
Let it sink in deep and destroy you from the inside to the out
It's such a perfect feeling
You'll want to die
Let the never ending sleep come your way
Let it take over you!