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I know it's hard to imagine
but standing in front of your best friend
but you have not a word of good news for him

"She passed away this morning"
was the message we had been told just now
so how do you go on, knowing that its so new.

I find that this thought crossed my mind,
when I die, what will they do?

I want them to remember me in life...
not in death, the pain I know will be there
but don't let it ruin your life.

Instead, laugh at my corny and often times senseless jokes
remember the random conversations
and the hours spent doing nothing but geeking out.

Remember my life and let it be a joy to you that I had been there
not something sad that my body is gone
because if you keep the happiness, and random moments that I helped create alive
then I'm not dead. Nore am I gone
for if my antics are still alive
so am I.

Thank you for your time. XR