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I wished once
had a dream once
but neigh
it was riped out from under me...

Now I wish it had never happened
wish that I could re-write my story
but I can't

I wish I could undo the wrong
correct my past
but whats done is done
now I'm stuck
I have never been one for making the perfect decisions
never one for thinking every thing through
and now I pay

But yet I know that something has to change
something has to be right
in this hell hole I call my life...

I just wished my heart hadn't been broken so many times
now I have to see the day
that I will be whole again
in this sub-existance that is known as my life
this hole that is now growing in front of me...

how?...