I loved you. I loved you so ******** much. It would break my heart every time I saw you with her. I'm not perfect; I get jealous. So what? I loved you. It's taken me almost a year and a half to finally get over you.
When someone says Oregon, I don't think of you.
When someone says Danny, I don't think of you.
When someone talks about Saw, I don't think of you.
I'm finally letting go of everything we were. That fateful night that had me in tears, the pounding headache that followed, all of it was for you. But you didn't care. No, of course not. I poured my heart out to you, tried to give you everything you wanted and everything you would need, but it wasn't good enough for you.
I was unconditionally in love with you.
Everyone would say to me, "Mel, why do you love him? He's such an a*****e."
"He's not when you get to know him," I would reply.
I don't break down and cry whenever someone mentions you anymore.
I'm finally letting go of everything we were because there's nothing but memories anymore. Of course it still hurts; I ******** loved you.
"I guess if someone doesn't love you back, it isn't such a crime..."
I just hope you're happy with her. Even though you hate me now, I truly hope you're happy with her. I guess I've learned never to let my feelings show for anyone anymore.
Thank you for making my life happy while it lasted.
I don't hate you. I hope you know that.
I just need to move on with my life so I can give my full love to someone who will love me back.
Moving on hurts like a b***h...but I'm doing it.
I Can't Hate You Anymore
by Nick Lachey
An empty room can be so deafening,
The silence makes you wanna scream,
It drives you crazy.
I chased away the shadows of your name,
And burned the picture in a frame,
But it couldn't save me.
And how could we quit something we never even tried,
Well you still can't tell me why.
We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what you're looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore.
...I can't hate you anymore.
You're not the person that you used to be,
The one I want who wanted me,
And that's a shame but,
There's only so many tears that you can cry.
Before it drains the light right from your eyes,
And I can't go on that way.
And so I'm letting go of everything we were,
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.
We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what you're looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore.
Sometimes you hold so tight,
It slips right through your hands.
Will I ever understand?
We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what you're looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore
I hope you end up happy with her. I truly do.
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